The Waterfalls of Love
As a child of two, I had been molested by my father. I knew
that but I did not remember it because I had blocked it out of
my brain. But I had suffered from that, in that, I chose bad
relationships, and had a failed marriage, because I had not
dealt with my past but my past kept coming up to haunt me.
Then one day I decided after much heart prayer and talk with
my fiance that I would make a call to SAfe place Fellowship.
Was I nervous? You bet I was. Was I skeptical? Yep sure was.
Did I pray? Yep, sure did. So I called Phil and we talked and
made an appointment via phone.
Well, the night before we prayed, and then just before the
appointment, I prayed and I felt that God was going to do
something but then again I kept having thoughts of, "Oh, why are
you doing this?" Of course that was more than likely the enemy.
But I made the call. Was I still nervous? Yep, sure was.
So I called and we talked and Phil put me at ease. Phil
then began to pray and as he prayed I began to, at one point,
feel, and this doesn't even describe what I felt, but its the
only way I can truly express it, I felt what I would call
waterfalls of Love like gentle fingers running inside my body in
my soul and heart. But as they, the fingers of water or love,
started from my head it was like fingers then as it coursed
through me to my soul, it would be bigger drops of water or love.
As I said that doesn't describe it but that is how I felt. That
is why the title of this is the waterfalls of love because it
was just like a waterfall of God's love was running through me
and giving me peace to go through what I knew had to be dealt
I will say, that after that, and even now, I see the world
through different eyes. I am more sad then angry now when I see
others not living like Jesus. I'm not saying I don't get angry
but I do know, when I think of the world now, I am sad and, well,
I guess I can say my heart hurts.
Oh and by the way, I have forgiven my father and I truly
wish I could tell him but I pray that God will either give me
that chance or that my father will come to know Jesus as his
Saviour and, through the Holy Spirit, know that I have forgiven
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