Picking Up The Phone And Calling For The First Time
Most people I begin conducting prayer sessions with all say
the same thing; making that first phone call was the hardest
thing they ever did. I suppose the reason for this is simply due
to the fact the most of us are afraid to talk to someone about
what is really bothering us in the first place. I mean, there
isn't anybody I have prayed with that doesn't admit to hearing
voices in their thoughts. They also say that I am the first
person they have ever admitted this to even after suffering from
it for many years. Little wonder. I remember the first time I
admitted to a Christian counselor I was hearing voices and having
anxiety attacks and nightmares. I honestly figured he would
advise me to go see a doctor right away. Instead, he taught me
what was wrong and how to correct it with God's Holy Word. I
slowly pulled out of that depression over a three year period but
I still had anxiety episodes occasionally.
Thirteen years later, it happened again. The depression
crept up on me slowly and although I knew it was coming, I tried
my Christian best to desperately override and ignore and
overpower and sidestep it for months.
Suddenly, one day, anxiety rushed back in upon me with such
force and power, I thought I was going to literally die and I
wanted to die. I prayed hundreds of times and begged God to stop
my heart or to let me die in my sleep or anything to get me out
of this torment. Five weeks passed and my life grew worse. By
this time I was on medication but it didn't seem to be helping
much. The Lord led me finally to a man who knew how to find out
what the problems were and how to be healed. You can read about
this elsewhere on the website.
One day, after praying with a man by the name of George who
had found me by simply doing a web search for "Christian -
chemical imbalance," he said that, upon reading the first article
on my website, he laughed and said, "Here's a man as crazy as I
am," and so he picked up the phone and made his first call. I
laughed, too, when he told me this because he was right. I, too,
had finally decided I was just crazy and would never get much
better and would be on drugs the rest of my life and live as a
half person; happiness never to be apart of my life again even as
a born again Christian. I was wrong and you are wrong for not
picking up your telephone and calling me. No, I cannot help you
but the True Lord Jesus Christ can.
I have prayed with sexually abused women who were raped when
they were little girls and watch God heal them. I have prayed
with those who have generated multiple personalities due to the
trauma they suffered as a child at the hands of evil people and
watch God heal them step by step. I have prayed with people who
have been suicidal when they called and as we have prayed session
by session, watched the Lord heal the pain and woundedness. I
have prayed with people who hear voices, just as I heard voices,
and watched them recover and the voices go away as the True Lord
Jesus Christ healed their deep woundedness due to trauma. As I
said, go ahead and read the articles and testimonies and my books
on the website and find out for yourself. Then, pick up your
phone, and call me and let the True Lord Jesus begin the healing
in your life.
So, you are taking medications. What's wrong with that?
Does this make you less of a person because you are trying to
help yourself? Of course not. Stop listening to the bad advice
of others who know nothing of what you are going through and call
me because I know. I know what cold paralyzing fear is like. I
know what anxiety attacks and panic attacks are like and how they
feel. I know what it feels like to be suicidal. I know what
nightmares are like. I know what it is like to be awake for days
on end, unable to eat, and so frighten of the thoughts in my
head, I wanted to literally run out into the busy street in front
of my home and let a car run me down and kill me. I know what
demons say and suggest and torment people with because they did
it to me. Does this mean everything is demonic in origin? No,
of course not. What it means is that you believe implanted lies
in your life and the True Lord Jesus Christ simply wants to
expose those lies and replace it with His truth. That's why you
are on this website and why you are reading this right now; Jesus
wants to heal you and renew your mind with His truth.
What if you don't believe in Jesus Christ? That's no
problem; He will still heal you. Once you experience His healing
power in these intimate places of your emotions, then you can
decide if He is real or not.
Dial my number now, leave your name and number on my voice
mail, and I'll call you back and we will talk. You can ask me
all the questions you like. Then you decide if you want to
continue. You have nothing to lose but your pain and fears.
Phil Scovell
Denver, Colorado - Mountain Time Zone
303-507-5175
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