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40 Kissed By A Butterfly By Phil Scovell She was 52 years old and 36 years of her life had been spent going through psychological therapy. Such professional therapy, of course, included lots of pharmaceuticals but she no longer wanted to be taught how to cope; she wanted to be free. All the counseling in the world, therefore, would not heal the woundedness of the sexual abuse she had suffered at the hand of her father, and later, her brother. She had been sexually misused and raped so many times, she couldn't recall how many. Due to her childhood age, her mind fragmented in order to protect itself from the trauma her little mind was unable to handle. Thus, she was multiple personality, or what is called today, Dissociative Identity Disorder; DID for short. She had tried every known world religion, including some not so well known, as well as cults and the occult, for freedom and relief but nothing had worked. Not even when she received Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior was she completely set free from the fears that haunted her broken memories. You will be taught that Jesus fixes everything at the moment of your salvation. If this were true, your mind and body would be saved and James 1:21 confirms we must discipline ourselves by the implanted Word. Thus, what you were taught is false. I am not asking you to believe what I just said, and it makes no difference, because Jesus can still heal your woundedness regardless of what you believe about your salvation. They were on the road going to see her brother at summer camp. Her father stopped the car to eat lunch they had packed and brought with them. It was a horrible place filled with rotten garbage, spoiled potatoes scattered across the ground, and thousands of filthy buzzing flies. She couldn't understand as a child, why her father had stopped to eat in such a horrible place. Rejection had led us to this memory. When the lies associated with this memory were exposed by the Lord Jesus Christ, He brought unusual healing to the memory. He gave the little girl a large potato and let her know this was what potatoes looked like in Heaven. It was large and almost too big for the little girl to hold. Suddenly, something else occurred. She reported that all the thousands and thousands of dirty filthy flies all immediately converted into butterflies of every color of the rainbow. They fluttered all around the little girl and Jesus. She opened her mouth in joy and one little white butter fly landed in her mouth and settled lightly on her tongue. Then it fluttered out and perched near her mouth and let its soft velvety wings caress her lips. Some may consider this guided imagery, hypnosis, or regressive therapy but it is none of these thing. I do nothing in a prayer session but pray about what the person is remembering. I never make any suggestions about what they may, or may not, see in the painful memory they experience during the prayer session. Even the memory itself is revealed to the person by the True Lord Jesus Christ. How do I know this? first, I don't know the person's memories. Secondly, I have people tell me all the time, "I can't remember anything before age six," or, "I don't have any childhood memories that I can remember." Traumatized children often can't recall any memory events because of their emotional and mental woundedness. How would you identify it then, when we pray together, and a memory suddenly pops into their conscious mind if it isn't the Lord revealing the memory to them? In these painful memories, regardless of how severe, there is a lie, or misconception, or confusion which has caused the woundedness the person feels. Jesus exposes these lies for what they are and then brings His healing power directly into the memory. The memory does not change, the person can return to it any time, and often will do so without warning. The difference? The pain is gone from the memory and the woundedness is replaced with how Jesus chooses to heal their broken heart. Now, isn't it time for you to be set free? If so, call me and make an appointment. Yes, it can be done over the phone. Yes, it often takes more than one prayer session simply because we all, no matter who we think we are, are wounded. Jesus can heal you just as He has me and the woman you read about in this testimony.